三十而立 (Thirtysomething)

内容简介：好多年前，我在京郊插队时，常常在秋天走路回家，路长得走不完。我心里紧绷绷，不知道走到哪里去，也不知走完了路以后干什么。路边全是高高的杨树，风过处无数落叶就如一场黄金雨从天顶飘落。风声呼啸，时紧时松。风把道沟里的落叶吹出来，像金色的潮水涌过路面。我一个人走着，前后不见一个人。忽然之间，我的心里开始松动。走着走着，觉得要头朝下坠入蓝天，两边纷纷的落叶好像天国金色的大门。我心里一荡，一些诗句涌上心头。就在这一瞬间，我解脱了一切苦恼，回到存在本身。（Content: Many years ago, I went to live and work in a production team in the suburbs of Beijing. I often walked home in the fall. The road seemed to be endless. I was nervous in heart. I do not know where to go and what to do after walking past the road. Along the roadside is full of high poplar. When the wind blew over, numerous leaves fell from the sky like a golden rain. The wind sometimes whistled, sometimes roared. The wind blew out the leaves in the ditch, which looked like the golden tide flocked over the road. I walked and walked, no one else in the road. Suddenly, my heart began to swing. I thought I would fall into the blue sky, with head down. Leaves on both sides looked like gates of the heaven. Some poems appeared in my mind. At that moment, I freed all the distress and went back to the existence itself.)...